The Lost Children

The children of the broken home – the motherless or fatherless home, the loveless home. The children born and raised without the containment of home, of family, of culture.

The uprooted children. The children of no-where, of no-land. The wandering in the desert, cradle in a basket up the river children.

The children never initiated, never trained into maturity. The grown-up children. The “adulting is hard” children. The “parenting our parents” children. The “where do we belong?” children. The “is it safe to open up and grow here?” children. The children who will do anything for love. The children with no healthy relationship to authority.

The hurting, wanting, needing children, who can twist, and take, and take. The forever hungry children. The backed into a corner children.

The children who do not know how to conduct themselves in a circle, in a culture, in a family, in love.

The children who do not know their connection, their place, their belonging with all that is.

The children digging in, reaching out to reconnect with age old chains that were broken.

The children gathering loose ends and weaving them together.

Twisting bark, warm beer and conversations in the park.

Home.

So, I had this dream in February, 2018, and just found it again, now. It goes like this:

I wandered into some kind of gathering place, lots of people were already assembled. I was looking around for people I knew and noticed that there were people sitting on the branches of trees all around the people gathered on the ground. I spotted a few familiar people in different places, and I wondered where I should go.

There was a book of different themes, there were so many, I was looking through and really having a hard time deciding. I don’t really remember most of them, but I came to a page that said “Home” and I knew that was it. That was my focus. I was really sure of it.

But for some reason, before I had a chance to find the group related to that, everyone got into a formation and started walking away, like everyone was in their place in a line. I was walking alongside, feeling like I should move with them, anyway. And there was a man there who I felt was overseeing, I felt a bit apprehensive that he might notice that I was standing out. But he took my hand and walked along with me, speaking some kind of poetry to me. And it was good, I guess I was welcome wherever.

….We’re Back!

Welcome, welcome, old followers and new explorers!

I am very excited to be working on this relaunch!

I have made some great strides in learning where my own focus, skills and passions lie and what I would most like to share and to offer out into the world!

Over these next few months, I’ll be adding new content in some exciting new areas. I will still be doing some regular blog posts and sharing poems, but I will have a new focus on creating and sharing some tutorials, and focusing more on the potential for healing in the space between the mundane and challenging events of our lives, and our own creative expressions or interpretations of how all things fit within the stories of our lives.

I’ll be sharing as I go along my own journey of balancing parenting with self-work, my chores with my most sacred work and recreation, and I hope that sharing my own genuine experience – the troubles as well as the treasures I uncover – may encourage and inspire you to dig a little deeper into yourself along your own path!

I welcome any feedback and exchanges along the way, as I love the ways in which we learn from each other!

And I hope to develop ways that I can offer more specific services through this website, to my strange friends and to friendly strangers alike, that I hope to develop and refine with feedback from all of you lovely folks!

So very excited!

Thank you so much for your past support and for baring witness now, as this new venture comes to life. Please stay tuned for developments, things are moving quickly now!